the word of the day is "Regret"
for those of you who know me, you know that there are two words in the English language that i take very seriously... "deserve" and "regret". i do not like to use either of these words lightly as most people do... mainly because i believe that while you think you may need something or want something, you don't always actually deserve it.
also, in regards to the word regret, i feel that there are not many things in my life that i have done that i actually seriously regret doing. there are millions and millions of things that i wish i hadn't done, or that i wished i had the balls to just go ahead and do... but regret is a super strong word.
before last night there had only been one thing in my life that i would classify as something i regretted doing. now there are two.